Who ever knows if someone you know who is so tame and disciplined, can turn wild and wilder and wildest beyond your imaginations and turn around and WHAM you decided that you actually like it better now? And who is to be blamed when you KNOW you are the one who has caused that larger than 180 degrees change in that someone? Because really, change is a two way route, you change smth by giving up smth you once had/done/etc, so somewhere, somehow, you know that someone has lost smth because of the changes you introduced.

Once again me being so freaking repetitive is going to say, change is the only constant. And yeah yeah it can be good, it can be bad but it all boils down to your own opinion about good and bad so blah blah blah what matters is how you think it is ok? And of course, how much change is acceptable and how much change can there be before it goes totally out of control is really hmmm depends on yourself yar? Yar yar saying is so much easier than doing as usual but really, no one can help you with that other than yourself. Others can only advise, and give their opinions but the one to settle it is yourself. Life is so freaking a pain in the ass sometimes i know.

And yeah me being me is going to teach myself lessons to shut my trap housing a big fat long tongue up because i've have been taught today that INSTIGATING is not good at all, as much as i enjoy the outcome of it. Yes i did like it duh, dun laugh laugh laugh you stupid dd! :) And in case your busy pile of ashes that got blown away forgotten to remind you, you are not supposed to be doing that at that place de wor. Maybe that pile of ashes drag your sense away too yar dd? To Hawaii perhaps? ;) I should probably start muting that stupid voice in my head. Yeah you you stupid voice, go away. Yep now. And no dun you start arguing with me. I said SHOO. Tsk!

Scratched,

Lianmei