YLIAN'S MESSED UP LIFE
And yeah
freaking failed that test haizzzz.
But anyway, i came up with an excellent idea to make myself better. I think. Wait till this post ends first.
Alright, soooo, i decided to compare the cons and whether i would want to fail today's test, or to fail all my other tests in school which results i got back recently.
Ok so lets start with failing today's test.
Cons: Have to retake again = Cost money & time = retest in few more months = internship time.
Then failing all my other tests in school hmmm.
Cons: Get F marks again for so many papers = drag down overall grades = drag down gpa = even lower overall gpa.
So hmmm, really, its not actually fair to compare these two choices now because even though both are tests, thats where the similarities end. If i had to choose one to fail, it just depends on my priorities and what i really want as of now at this moment.
And guess what, i choose to fail today's test.
Because money can be earned to spend, time set aside to use, but really, education is just that one path for you and if you dun follow it to the end, whats the point in taking that initial step in the first place and walking so damn tiring over those uneven bumps and then to realise it was all for naught?
There's always another try for today's test. And seriously, im not 100% sure i'll pass in the first place.
And think about it, hello, i've been studying my ass off for almost 2.5years for that gpa i have now and to see that nice figure dwindle to what i do not wish to see in this semester just freaking do not make any sense to me.
So screw today's test, there's always tomorrow. But there's aint much tomorrow left for my gpa.
So it seems i did make myself feel better in the end. :) So chill k dd?? :)))
Scratched,
Lianmei